Don't count the stars until you forget the moon

I realised my mistake..gerl

i just wanna tell you babe


i realy cared bout you..:(
ill do anything..


hanya untuk awak...


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MISS YOU..!cynthia..

The old you :( cynthia

Maybe one day ill close my eyes forever
maybe then you will be happy..

Even the old cynthia that i used to know is gone

its ok :)

people changed
promises made to be broken..

The way you treat me is not the same anymore..
i dont know what happened to you..

if you dont want me to be around anymore :(
just tell me..


you used to care bout me..
miss me

now you rarely even text me

i have countless of sleepless night


i feel like shit everyday..


No one can ever replace you in my heart..


im seriously depressed and sad..

If i can roll back the time..

just to hug you..where you used to love me...


~ben

Promises XOXO

This is so hard for me :(
but ill just try to understand every situation you've been through
and keep it to myself
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haha flash..see ur face n mine :DD

even nowadays its so hard to see your face every day
if its a test ill face it..:|

im not a strong person,mentally
if you wanna chase your dream i don't mind about it...:)

i know i sound like an idiot, immature guy...:(

but i'd rather leave my dreams just to be with you..and see that sweet smile on your face

just you smile mean the world to me :)

these few month since you've gone so far to work there
its really tough for me.

I may just act cool about it

we've been seeing together everyday in high school
having our lunchbreak together :(
laughing at every joke u made

imagine how thing works now..
I just wanna let you know i'm so deeply depressed
all this sadshit thats been hitting on me..:(


you've been a really great friend to me gerl..:((

Since the first day i met you..i never knew or expect that you will be so important to me

only god knows how much i care bout you..


lysmuch :-*

10pm

almost every second

im just waiting for 10pm


so that i can call to hear your voice for a few seconds


and sometimes when you doesnt want to talk to me thats the hard part :(((((((((((


But its ok i know your tired :)


LYsm

Part of me

You are the most amazing thing ever happened to me


the greatest gift i can probably give you
is my time..
something that ill never get it back...


I trully missed you..:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((



Yours forever~ben

Im just a disturber :(

I MISS YOU ----------------------------------->




i know that your too good for me

i dont deserve you..
i just disturb u all day


calling you is just another annoying you..


it would be better if i just die or something..

leaving all this emotional shit of me behind..



i just..sincerly lysm.......

I wrote this specially for you gerl..

i really miss the old you..
that cares a lot about me..

I cried every single day in the bathroom just thinking of you..

I cant imagine a life without being with you..

Even now that ur so far away..its already eating me alive

If this goes on i could probably die..

the moment when i first met you at gmax(hehe)

I can never imagine that ill be so crazy about you..


you stole my heart gerl..


all i want is just be at the same place with you..

staring at your smile every morning..

that would be the most precious thing i ever had..


I dont ask much from you..

all i need is just to be with you..

i Hope my tears will make you realise how much you meant to me..

Don't Count the stars until you miss the moon..







i would die for you..:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((