:)

Heartstruck

lol being sad again today because of you..

until today i still cant accept that i've already lost you :(


its just school memories anyway for you right..and lies you made

to babygerl

i hope you're happy
because i'm not happy at all

lols


cant believe i end up being a piece of shit after all we've done



rindu awk

babygerl where have you been

i miss u
:(

cant believe im living a life without you

although some of my words are harsh..

im deeply sad about it..

just to know that

I.W.A.L.U

Like we used to

I can feel her breath as she's sleepin' next to me,
Sharing pillows and cold feet.
She can feel my heart, fell asleep to it's beat,
Under blankets and warm sheets.

If only I could be in that bed again...
If only it were me instead of him...

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

Fourteen months and seven days ago...
Oh, I know you know,
How we felt about that night.
Just your skin against the window...
Oh, we took it slow,
And we both know...
It should've been me inside that car.
It should've been me instead of him... in the dark.

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry?
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music while you dance to "Purple Rain? "
Does he do all these things, like I used to?

I know, love, (I'm a sucker for that feeling.)
Happens all the time, love, (I always end up feelin' cheated.)
You're on my mind, love, (or so that matter when I need it.)
It happens all the time- love, yeah.

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you everyday?
Will he make you feel like you're invincible with every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right:
Don't throw it all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things...
Like we used to?
Oh, like we used to...

Probably the last post for my blog :(

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
thanks for being my followers


First of all maybe gerl you wont read this but..

im just too tired
trying to get the old you back :(

i realised you found ur special someone (mydear(shit))

you should just tell me and not hurt me like this

you said i never appreciated you but..
i think you should think what u said..

lets relive what we've done hehe
~u bought me a gift haha bread and bracelet stil keepin that

~first date..haha bought my first cap

~second date kissed you for the second time

~i dont count the third date hahaha coz we had a lot of times together in school

~having dinner with you,,even tho im lack of cash lol

~went to ur house for easther party yea :D getin to know ur family :)

~luchbreak tgther at school hahaha (banana with sauce hahaha)

~sneakin our way out from the saga sports and have dinner and roam the town

~hugging you XOXOXOXOXOXOXO



i cant write it all here i had too much memories with you..i knew you for two years
wont regret that..tought me alot tho..and how to man up :)


allthough i had a few girlfriend before you...those are just what we call cinta mungit


my true love is you and my first
always chekin u out on class

never knew i had a crush with you and ur crush is me haha lucky(thanks god for that)
lucky i made the first move hahaha

or else i wouldnt knew you..

ahh n following you to play volleyball even tho i suck n like a fagg
xD


so now i know you want a life
i never expect u cheated on me but

people makes mistakes

my heart for you will never change
ur my immortal cynthia


maybe one day you'll read this
hehe


you've been a realy great lover to me and my bestfriend cynthia
you came to my life and coloured it..with your smile


i realy love you so muuuuchh and always will
just dont regret your decisions
take care lysmysm be happy with him...
sorry for the badshit i threw on u..

love youuu



~Benedict